I'm alive, and I miss you all so much

I'm mostly staying at my boyfriends house these days since I'm working so much and going to university. He doesn't have internet access (or cable). We are moving in together next week, and will be setting up the internet/cable to coincide with that move, so I will be back more then.

Things have been difficult lately. I'm back on medication for anxiety, though it may be changed if my doctor sends me to get tested for bipolar disorder. Which he implied that is what he thinks I have.

I gained 10lbs, but have lost 7 again, so who knows what I'll be next week. I just need to be 110 before July. New doable goal, I think.

I love and miss you all.

xoxo