Bulimia thy name is Kandie

Bulimia seems to be the fact of life for me lately. I was trying not to purge today because I've been having some nasty ED symptoms lately. My hair has been falling out in clumps, my nail beds are blue, I'm dizzy a lot, and I've been having horrible headaches. Still not getting the ultimate side effect: weight loss, and probably won't until I stop being gross and just restrict instead of eating semi normally and purging. Going back to the plan I was doing before I left for New York. I just keep putting off my start date, but yeah, tomorrow it's back to the plan. I can't keep being this way. I need to see the numbers going down.

University starts up next month. I'm only in for two classes this semester, two days a week, but I'm defiantly going to join the gym and this year actually go. I joined it last year but never went. I'm also looking at possibly taking a belly dancing or pole dancing class. Possibly with a friend. Just depends on the time and how much. Should get off my fat ass an research that.