Sunday, June 12, 2011
Ended up in the ER on Friday night because I'm literally going crazy. I have a emergency referral to a psychiatrist but it may take two weeks. None of this is ED based. I attacked my leg with knifes the other day, and have reoccurring thoughts of slicing my neck. No active Suicide plan, but I admit that some have been forming.
I haven't been working, and I don't think I can for awhile. I don't trust myself to be left alone so my boyfriend and Dad have been taking turns. I'm unsure how willing they will be wanting to do that for.
I'm on my period but I weigh 117lbs. It needs to get lower.
If I die it will finally go low enough.
Posted by Kandie at 3:44 PM