Saturday, October 16, 2010
I haven't really gained/lost. I'm hovering around the 119-121 mark, depending on how often I have taken a dump. TMI but I really fucked my system up with taking so many laxatives so I decided to not have them for a bit. It's been about 2 weeks and I'd give anything to have a nice decent shit. I might just say fuck it all and take some. I feel bloated and fatter.
I figured out that one of the pair of jeans I bought is actually a size 2. And it's the pair that fits me the best. WTF? I am not a size 2. Vanity sizing or something.
My goal right now is to focus on eating healthy foods (I got off track by eating so much junk while restricting) and now I'm eating all the time. It's disgusting the amount of food going into my mouth on a daily basis. Thankfully most has been really healthy and I'm defiantly feeling better because of the nutrients. I'm focusing on cutting out most of the crap, then slowly lowering myself back down. I may start having a jar of baby food for snacks/a meal or two, once I start really cutting down.
Posted by Kandie at 6:24 PM