Starting the SGD on Monday. Not going to have anything but liquids until supper tomorrow. Minimal for Friday. Will have to eat Saturday since I work for 9 hours. Sunday is Easter dinner, but I generally can get out of eating for the rest of the day until supper time.
I will call my schools gym tomorrow, no matter how much the phone terrifies me, and find out if I have to pay or not. If I have to pay I will take $40 my mom gave me for Easter and pay for the gym. I will go back next week.
I can't stand being this fat anymore. I can't do it. It's one stressor I just can't take. I need thin. I need thin like I need air. Food is in the way. So it's gone.