Thursday, April 21, 2011

Decisions have been made

Starting the SGD on Monday. Not going to have anything but liquids until supper tomorrow. Minimal for Friday. Will have to eat Saturday since I work for 9 hours. Sunday is Easter dinner, but I generally can get out of eating for the rest of the day until supper time.

I will call my schools gym tomorrow, no matter how much the phone terrifies me, and find out if I have to pay or not. If I have to pay I will take $40 my mom gave me for Easter and pay for the gym. I will go back next week.

I can't stand being this fat anymore. I can't do it. It's one stressor I just can't take. I need thin. I need thin like I need air. Food is in the way. So it's gone.


  1. Good luck!
    I am terrified of the phone too - I have no idea why. But i can't pick up the phone AT ALL. Even if its on my mobile, and I see who's calling me on the caller ID, i'm still terrified.

  2. Good luck sweetheart but be careful x