This is starting to wear me out

...the constant on the go ness. I just want a few days to sit around and relax. I can't wait till December. I'll have a few days a week to relax a bit more, with classes being done. I feel horrible that I haven't really been here for anyone. Also half the time I come on to post I end up having to run out the door. Plus I was just able to look at my bank account and my job didn't pay me last week. Gotta deal with that tomorrow on top of everything else. Thursday is a statutory holiday so I can't wait to do jack shit. Well I'll use the time to do assignments, which I desperately need to tackle.

Official weigh in at 122.4lbs. Le Sigh. I haven't been eating much but everything I eat is high calorie crap. It's time to buckle down. Next week I will be at 119 or under. No more excuses. I can't live at this weight.

Her body is to die for. If I could have any, I think I'd like hers. Though I generally prefer bones sticking out, I think I could be happy if I looked like that.