On Jan 19th I tried to kill myself. I overdosed on multiple drugs. I was unconscious for two days. They also found that I have viral pneumonia and had a collapsed lung. I was intubated and restrained. They wanted to keep me in the psych ward but I refused as it meant having to stay in ICU for a few more days till a bed freed up, and I couldn't handle that (I was not sleeping or eating. I also didn't watch TV, talk to anyone, read, text, go online. I literally just laid there all day long). My father and partner agreed. I've been staying at my Dads house and my Mom came to help.
On the plus side I lost 10lbs in the hospital.