Wednesday, September 29, 2010

it's the waiting that kills me

I just want Oct 1st to get here so I can start fasting.

Also I have a giant bag of tomatoes in my fridge from the boyfriends Mom. I don't like tomatoes, but I don't want them to go to waste. Decisions, decisions. I may make a pasta sauce then freeze it.

I was 120.4lbs this morning. I don't know why, I ate horribly yesterday.

I'm avoiding working on an assignment due tomorrow. I need to go over to my Dads to write it/print it off. I'm way to lazy to leave early this morning.

I think I may have a binge/purge day today. Get it out of my system. It's horrible that I plan these right? I'm fucking sick all right.


  1. Don't be so hard on yourself, we all have food issues. It's almost the 1st- you could try planning a really busy day and staying away from food? you'll be safe once hungry for change starts!
    Pasta sauce sounds good- don't waste them
    Stay strong xxx

  2. i'm fasting starting the first as well. what sor of fats are you doing?
    and i do the same, i plan binges. you are not alone. xx

  3. lool i meant to type *what sort of fast are you doing and for how long?*

  4. Hang in there, lovely. I do the same thing!

  5. Good luck on the fast :) and I hope you're feeling better. Harley x