ordinary is just not good enough today

I couldn't start my liquid fast yesterday. I had spent the night at the boyfriends, but came prepared with soup and green tea for sunday, but then we get woken up at 845 from a text message from his mother. She was coming up to visit. Okay. I had never met his mother, so she ended up taking us out to lunch and I ordered garlic knots which hurt my stomach terribly (seriously I was getting stomach pains 10 hours after I ate them, luckily it kept me from eating anymore food, well I had a mixture of sugar and water and chocolate but that was it).

Good news is that starting it today I can have an accurate starting weight: 119.6lbs Which is awesome considering the crap I've eaten the past week. I'm thinking my metabolism may have reved up a bit, but it will die a quick death again soon.

Still not commenting as much as I would like too, and I'm sorry about that. I really am trying, I just get so negative and think no one wants to hear what I have to say, which I know is not true. GRAH. I hate my mind.