Monday, September 20, 2010

ordinary is just not good enough today

I couldn't start my liquid fast yesterday. I had spent the night at the boyfriends, but came prepared with soup and green tea for sunday, but then we get woken up at 845 from a text message from his mother. She was coming up to visit. Okay. I had never met his mother, so she ended up taking us out to lunch and I ordered garlic knots which hurt my stomach terribly (seriously I was getting stomach pains 10 hours after I ate them, luckily it kept me from eating anymore food, well I had a mixture of sugar and water and chocolate but that was it).

Good news is that starting it today I can have an accurate starting weight: 119.6lbs Which is awesome considering the crap I've eaten the past week. I'm thinking my metabolism may have reved up a bit, but it will die a quick death again soon.

Still not commenting as much as I would like too, and I'm sorry about that. I really am trying, I just get so negative and think no one wants to hear what I have to say, which I know is not true. GRAH. I hate my mind.


  1. Oh, negativity is okay with me! smile

  2. I love your comments so much! They're always so thoughtful and they make me feel a lot better. I agree with you, I think I actually am depressed, and I'm so sorry you had to go through it. Don't think so negatively about yourself, your comments are helping me feel better about myself and my life, and you should feel proud of yourself for that =)

    Good luck on your liquid fast, and once again thanks for being so wonderful.

    Love always,

  3. good luck on the liquid fast - stay strong xx